So I cleaned out my crokery cupboard today, and reorganised it.

It was so deadly, it was one of those open and duck out of the way real quick type cupboards.
I removed everything that doesn't get used on a regular basis and put it in another cupboard tha doesn't get used. I removed half of the glasses and mugs, cos I mean do we really need over a dozen of each? And when was the last time that we used those 2X things in the cupboard that would be great for microwave dinners if I ever got around to it? The answer? NEVER. I bought them years ago thinking they would be a great idea.... and I'm sure they would...
Not to mention the fact that the more you have, the more you have to wash!
So I've stacked my crockery cupboard only with things that we use all the time. Although I did include all my baking stuff too, hoping that that would encourage me to do some more baking, apparently it worked, as we baked muffins today!

The plan is, in 4-6 months time clean out the unused cupboard and whatever hasn't been used, will be going to the tip. There is no point keeping all these containers and implements if I am never going to use them!

I'm procrastinating

So I've packed the tree up, and made pizza bases, and well I got to odistracted to do any of the other jobs lol. Instead I tidied my wardrobe and stripped my bed, and cleaned up the kids play area.

I'm making a pizza for lunch, and then I'm off to pick my SIL up, and take her to get her new baby weighed.

Things to do....

I have a headache, I keep thinking to myself all the things I must get done.

It's doing my head in trying to keep a secret from Craig. I have having a suprise birthday party/BBQ get together on the 25th for his birthday, I've organised it with his Mum, and he has no idea. But gee our yard really needs some work, and I am talking backyard blitz, not the piddly amount of work I could do to it on or budget!

So tomorrow whilst the kids are in daycare again whilst their leisurely mother is at home I AM going to:

• Pack that darn Chrismas tree up, yes yes, I AM the type of person who would just leave it up until June.
• I will make the kids some muffins out of those things that used to be bananas in my cupboard.
• I need to make some more pizza bases, large and mini, so when we are having a pizza craving when we make them!
• I want to make the kids some more playdoh, we don't do enough fun stuff in this house, and I am sick of being a grumbly bear, so playdoh tomorrow it is!
• I need to get my uni enrolment sorted. WHY do I have to work so that we can afford to live at the moment, and WHY are all the subjects that I want to do offered in Hobart? Like I can travel 700kms, it's bad enough doing the 160km round trip to Lauceston for uni a couple of times a week.

I always work so much better off lists, but then I get ahead of myself, and I start writing myself unrealistic lists because of how much I would like to ideally be doing.

So small lists, small progress at first, so that we can chugg our way through life, make ends meet, and most importantly raise a happy healthy family.

Bought a van...

Well yesterday we bought a 1998 8 seater toyota tarago. By bought I mean financed. Our budget is going to be pretty tight for a while, but I'm happy with it. We won't need to buy another car again providing this is a good reliable car like our other Toyota.
The kids love it, it's great to drive, and I don't have to worry about trying to fit any more kids in, we have 4 more spaces we can fill up!

Getting my life organised

I never never been this motivated to get healthy before. I am so motivated to walk, and go swimming, when I went for my walk tonight I actually broke into a run, I probably only ended up running like 1/4 of the way, but still, I am the type of person who NEVER runs....unless somethings chasing me :)

My body is being a bit of a PITA, I'm not sure what's going on with it, I won't go into too much detail, but let's jsut say it ain't pretty. So I have no idea when I'm supposed to ovulate. Poor Craig, I guess we will just have to practice some extra, (how on earth will he ever cope with that!?!)

We've started a star/reward chart with Leeara tonight, in the hope it will convince her to go to bed and not carry on anymore, I've told her if she get's 7 stars in a row, she can pick out a new DVD. That probab;y sounds like poor parenting, but I really could care less, the kid needs to start going to bed without mucking around. Tonight she was mostly good, came out to give us her dirty old bandaid, and to go to the toilet, (Must remember to send her to the toilet before bed tomorrow) so based on that, there was no whinging or whining she will get to draw a star on her chart tomorrow. It seems a waste to buy a DVD when she will watch ir 2-3 times and go in the pile of others, but at this point I'm desperate. I do NOT want to be the kind of Mother who yells and does the lolly at her kids and scares them, I want to be a rational FUN mummy, I want to raise children who come from a respectful and calm house, I never want them to be scared of me. So it seems WE are keeping our housework under control, I've managed to control my depression, I've started tackling my physical health, and I'm working on improving my parenting, all in all this year is going so WELL so far, if this is the layout for the rest of the year, it is surely going to be a GREAT year!

I better get going, I had a phone call earlier on today, I have to work 9-7 tomorrow, of course I don't want to, but I'd be a fool to turn down $30 an hour for a 9 hour shift!

Part of my New Years resolution was to put more effort into keeping the house tidy. We are 10 days into the New Year and Craig and I have been maintaining the house together, every day or every couple of days I do one other job, declutter a space, or tidy something that desperately needs tidying. I spent 1.5 hours in the kids room the other day. I took out 2/3 of their toys and put them in containers to be brought back inside in a few weeks, I figure they cannot play with them all at once, so I will rotate the toys so everything else get's played with. It also makes their room so much easier to tidy! I went through all their clothes, took out Ky's stuff that was too big, labelled it to go into the shed for when he will fit into it, and I took out all the clothes that don't get work or were too small. It's amazing how much more room they have in their drawers!
Another one of my downfalls was keeping up with the washing! I have no problems getting it washed, dried and folded, but I hate hate hate putting it away! And so does Craig! So all year we have been keeping up with all aspects of the washing. You wouldn't believe that I actually have TWO loungeoom chairs now!

On a body note, my mirena is gone, and I have lost 7cm's off my waist! I haven't shifted the scales, but you can't win 'em all!

I am crazy

I must be mega crazy.
Last night I had 5 kids here, my brother who is 10, my other brother who is 6, my newphew who is 4, and my two kids of course. This place was absolutely crazy. But in fact it was soo nice to have a houseful of kids, so nice, can't wait till I have 6!

I got my mirena out, that was unpleasant, fingers crossed that I ovulate next week, if my body behaves and this PCOS doesn't affect my fertility too much. I'm thinking about quitting work, I'm having a hard time getting along with my boss, she just makes my life miserable. *sigh* to make matters worse, she's my Aunt. I really don't konw if we can afford for me to not work, but having these last few weeks off has really made me appreciate being at home, maybe I'll give up work and study until I have another baby,

It's been a while since I last wrote. I'm not real good at keeping up with blogs. I usually have plenty of thoughts to spew out, but generally it's when the computer is off, and I cannot be bothered to turn it on.

Over Christmas I let my exercise regime slide. Days into being a lazy arse, I could feel my whole outlook on life draggin' me down. I was begining to spend more time on the computer, like it was actually and important part of my life (again!) and I could feel myself feeling miserable about my life and everything in it, yet nothing in particular. So Wednesday night I started walking again, I went twice in Thursday, and twice on Friday, once on Saturday, and well I was supposed to go twice today, but gee I'm feeling unmotivated, I think it's something to do with this stinking hot weather! Well if you are from Tassie, it's hot weather but if you are a mainlander this is probab;y the type of weather you pray for on a regular basis!

I am supposed to get my IUD out tomorrow, I'm semi excited about that but pretty bloody nervous too, I mean is it going to hurt, and well this is going to sound stupid, but when and IF I get pregnant, I don't want to look fat not pregnant, I want to be visibly pregnant :(
Then again I might not be able to get it out now, because I got my period last Wedesday and it's still going strong today, so I doubt I will be able to get it out now. Although I am pleased because that means I should be ovulating not long after it comes out!

Oh and just to confirm my utter nerdiness...... The found our first two zucchini's in the garden today, little baby ones! AND I can see at LEAST half a dozen cucumbers on the plants too!